Goro Akechi ([personal profile] afailedmurder) wrote2019-04-17 10:15 pm

PILLOW TALK POST

what it says on the tin
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-19 07:59 am (UTC)(link)
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Maybe. There are probably some people who'd never do something like that no matter what the circumstances are. There are people who'd never do a lot of things you do. Or I do. So, if you think those things are 'wrong,' then I guess you could think about it that way. I have, sometimes.

Most of the time, though... I don't think there's any point in thinking of it that way. Maybe I'm broken, maybe I've done horrible things. But there isn't anything I can do about that. All I can do is decide what I want to do going forward.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-19 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
...I don't know that it's particularly admirable. It's just necessary.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-19 09:36 pm (UTC)(link)
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I want you to move forward.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-20 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
And I think you can, too.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-21 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
You don't owe me anything.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-21 06:25 am (UTC)(link)
...

That's up to him.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-21 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
You can do want to do it to prove to him you can. But it's not a debt you owe if he doesn't think it is.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-21 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
Mm.

You can also want something for yourself. It doesn't have to be about what's good or bad or what you owe to people you've wronged. You can just want to be happy. And if you're not happy the way you are, try to change things.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-22 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
That doesn't matter. People don't get what they "deserve," even if that was a real thing. If you want to, you can try.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-22 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
That doesn't mean you have to start with making yourself miserable.
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-25 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
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[wraps an arm around him]
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[personal profile] rollplayinghouse 2019-05-28 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
...Alright. I'll look forward to it.