afailedmurder | [nope] - day 20, Shuichi

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[nope] - day 20, Shuichi

[Once they get back to Akechi's room, his flirtatious mood completely disappears.]

This is bad. If no one is speaking up, that means they're not even pretending like it matters who killed whom anymore. There may a conspiracy in place even as we speak.

But I think we can salvage this. I have a plan.

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I don't think what I did was all that brilliant. I really just asked them to confess. But... I am satisfied that I managed to reveal everything, at least.

...Are you... doing alright?

You shouldn't sell yourself short. Anybody can ask, but you actually got them to confess.

[and at the question, he remembers to smile]

I'm fine. I wish I'd been a little more useful, but in the end we're both safe. That's the only thing that matters.

Ah... that's certainly important, but it's not the only thing that matters.

You stuck to your principles, I kept my promises, and soon this will all be over. What else could possibly matter?

Lots of other things matter. But especially our feelings about all this. You wanted to work with Kaiba, right? I'm sorry.

[goddamn it why do you notice everything]

There wasn't any good reason for me to want that. He and I were trying to get each other killed only three days ago.

[you weren't being subtle about that babe]

That doesn't mean you can't want that. That's... the sort of thing that happens in this game. I tried to get him killed before too, and I really didn't want to do it this time. I like him, and I think he really needs friends to support him. If you two are getting along now, I think that's good...

I doubt we're getting along now. Besides, with any luck this will all be over tomorrow and we're never going to see each other again. It's not really worth the effort.

Of course it’s worth the effort. Would you really be satisfied leaving things like this?

He'd only laugh at me if I tried. You can't show weakness in front of someone like that.

Mm, I don’t think so. I think it would be important to him. And even if I’m wrong... if this is all over tomorrow and you never see him again, what does it matter if he thinks you’re weak?

If you don’t try, you’ll never know.

[EXTREMELY DUBIOUS, but if this is what Shuichi wants him to do]

...I suppose it wouldn't hurt to try.

It's not your fault I called him out, anyway. You can be honest with him.

No, but I made my own decision. Getting along with him wasn't worth standing in the way of your justice.

...It's not... about justice.

[sigh]

...Everyone has to make hard decisions in this game. He decided you were Erika's murderer and tried to get you killed. One decision doesn't mean things can't change later. And it doesn't mean you didn't still want to be his friend even so. I did, too.

Your truth. Whatever you want to call it. I respect that it's still important to you.

[but all this talk about hard decisions brings up a question that's been lurking in the back of his mind for awhile now]

...What would you have done if I'd ended up as one of the killers?

...I... believed you wouldn't kill anyone.

I decided that I wouldn't, but it's something I'm capable of. Circumstances may change in the future as well. You shouldn't take it for granted that I won't kill anyone.

I'm not taking it for granted at all. I believed it because of what we talked about.

[aww]

Well, that doesn't really answer my question, but... if you keep believing in me, I suppose I don't have much choice but to be good, do I?

[smiles]

I hope that's the case.

...The answer to your question... would depend a lot on the situation. I don't really want to think about it unless I have to, and... I don't ever want to have to.

You don't have to. I apologize for even bringing it up. It's not attractive for me to be so insecure.

[reaches over to pet his hair. what if always touching, all the time, 24/7, says Goro Akechi, Ultimate Lonely Detective]

Why don't I go talk with Kaiba and we can meet up back in your room?

No, it’s fine. I would rather you ask me if you’re worried about something.

[the Ultimate Thirsty Detective is not going to say no to that]

And, ah, that sounds good.

As always, I appreciate your kindness.

[pet, pet. what is this ahoge even.]

I wish I'd met you a long time ago.

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the ahoge strangely refuses to flatten no matter how much it's pet]

Mm, that might have been difficult. But I'm glad we met now.

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